..::Just My Thoughts::..

what we want is always what we cant have.
and what we can have is always what we dont want.

Happy. what is that again?


Lately i feel so unhappy..

Happy to me was waking up early in the morning to drive my sisters to school.
Happy to me was cooking for my sisters and feed them.
Happy to me was doing groceries with my mum.
Happy to me was going to the beach with my friends.
Happy to me was receiving text msg from my friends asking me out.
Happy to me was sharing secrets with my brother.
Happy to me was shopping with my cousins, who without failed seduced me to it.
Happy to me was gathering at Grandma's on weekends.
Happy to me was bringing Grandma out for Ice-cream.
Happy to me was outings with the girls, drinking cokes and laughing our asses off.
Happy to me was watching movies with my mom.
Happy to me was fighting with my parents about small petty unnecessary things.
Happy to me was forcing my sisters to do their homework.
Happy to me was partayyy-ing with my dearest cousins.
Happy to me was texting him
Happy to me was when my friends calls me late at night.
Happy to me was when people REALLY REALLY cares.
Happy to me was when people are nice to each other.
Happy to me was when people have humour.
Happy to me was when people is not ignorant and self centered.
Happy to me was when I'm with my family at home


Where's happy me?
Why wouldn't i laugh?
why can't i smile?
Why effa? why?

Gimme the HAPPY PILLS!!!!! plzzz...